August: I don't think you understand how much I regret doing what I did. But there's something wrong with my f**king head, don't you get that? I've tried to apologize to him. I really have. I-I've been begging on my knees, and he just tries to humiliate me every f**king chance he gets. And I just keep waiting and waiting and waiting for that f**king kick in the head that will come when I least expect it! 'Cause I know it's coming. You know, the Royal Court won't take this lightly. They're probably... They're probably sitting around, probably planning how they... How they're gonna punish me, and I...