Sam Winchester: You keep saying I’m in a dark place, but I’m not, Dean. Everything I’m saying is the truth. It’s our lives. And I tried to pretend it didn’t have to be. I tried to pretend we could have Mom back and Cas and… and help Jack. But we can’t. This ends one way for us, Dean. It ends bloody. It ends bad.
From Supernatural – Season 13 Episode 11: ‘Breakdown’ (13×11)