John Winchester: Sammy. I don’t think I ever told you this… but the day you were born, you know what I did? I put a hundred bucks into a savings account for you. I did the same thing for your brother. It was a college fund. And every month, I’d put in another $100 until…. Anyway, my point is, Sam… that this was never the life that I wanted for you.
Sam Winchester: Then why did you get so mad when I left?
John Winchester: You gotta understand something. After your mother passed… all I saw was evil. Everywhere. And all I cared about was… Was keeping you boys alive. I wanted you… prepared. Ready. See, somewhere along the line, I… I stopped being your father… and I… I became your… Your drill sergeant. So when you said that you wanted to go away to school… all I could think about, my only thought was… that you were gonna be alone. Vulnerable. Sammy, it just… It never occurred to me what you wanted. I just couldn’t accept the fact that you and me, we’re just different.
From Supernatural – Season 1 Episode 20: ‘Dead Man’s Blood’ (1×20) | Produced by The CW
