April Kepner: I lost God. I-I lost Matthew Taylor’s wife. I lost her in childbirth. And then this little boy died for no earthly reason, and… God was nowhere to be found. I lost him. And that’s never happened to me before, and I got scared… and, uh, really angry. And all during our marriage, I just… I wanted you to know God the way that I did, and you never wanted to. And so, when I lost him, it felt like, I don’t know, you’ve won or something. And… I hated that. I hated you.

Jackson Avery: Yeah, well, I was just trying to help.

April Kepner: I know, I know, I got it. You did. Oh, my God, you did. Things got… really rough, and I just… I needed to be sure that Harriet was okay. And of course she was because… of you. And I’m… I’m good now. I, uh… I found Him again. He and I are, like, tighter than ever. So you know. But I realize that even when it felt like He wasn’t there… you were. So thank you. Thank you.

From Grey’s Anatomy: Season 14 Episode 18: ‘Hold Back The River’ (14×18)