Billy Russo: I was the best version of myself out there in the service. Swift, silent, deadly. We all were all of those things. We were a family, and we were fighting for something. We weren't afraid of sh*t. And now... Now, there's... something just, just... just on the... edges of my mind. It's like a dark... shadow just waiting for me. The thing is, Doc... I deserve to feel the fear. I don't know why, but I know... I deserve this.