Zach Dempsey: Last time I was up here, I said I was my brother's keeper. That we all are. Even though I didn't live up to that. Justin hated running. Coach Kerba would make him do a mile, and he would bitch and complain... the whole time. Coach Kerba would tell him that pain is the feeling of weakness leaving the body. But we're all weak, I think. But we're trying to be stronger. And the pain that we are feeling today... is to remind us every day... to do better. To be better.
Alex Standall: Do you remember on the rooftop? The night I kissed you?
Charlie St. George: You kissed him?
Alex Standall: It was a shit show. I'll explain later. But you remember that night?
Zach Dempsey: Yeah.
Alex Standall: OK. That kiss was embarrassing. It was a disaster. But right before that, when I almost fell, you pulled me back from the ledge. And I'll never forget the feeling of your hands grabbing me and keeping me safe. I needed it. I didn't know it. And now you need it.
Zach Dempsey: The kiss wasn't a disaster, it was a nice kiss, per se.
Charlie St. George: Wait, it was?
Zach Dempsey: Yeah. Yeah.
Alex Standall: Are we ever gonna feel OK? Like, normally OK, ever?
Jessica Davis: I haven't felt normally OK in a long, long time, but I'm going to find ways to be happy.
Alex Standall: I don't see that happening for me. He should be here. He should be alive.
Jessica Davis: He'd be drunk. He'd be choosing his next victim and making you feel poor and lame and not a man.
Alex Standall: I'm not a man.
Jessica Davis: That's bullshit.
Alex Standall: He didn't deserve to die.
Zach Dempsey: No. No, he didn't. But neither do we. And this, this isn't f***ing living. He ruined our f***ing lives, all three of us. So, no, he didn't deserve to die, but we deserve to live. So... if you'll excuse me... I'm gonna go dance with a whore.
Zach Dempsey: They want us to think that we're the losers. That they're gonna get this win just like they get every other f*cking thing they want in this world. But they will not get it. We will not let that happen! Because this is how they do it. For the rest of your lives, this is what's gonna happen. They're gonna look at you, and they're gonna come at you. They will make you feel like you do not belong. They will make you feel like you can't have what they have. And they will keep leaving you out and they will keep pushing you down until you say, "F*ck this, I belong here." Some of you think I'm soft. Some of you think I'm a narc or I don't know, whatever. Honestly? I don't give a f*ck. 'Cause I know who I am. Do you? Do you? Because winning at the cost of who you are, winning at the cost of becoming someone that you hate, means nothing. I would bleed for any single one of you. I would. I would lay down my life. No lie. Because that's a promise that I made. What will you do? One half left. Let's show 'em who we are. Let's get this win. One time, who are we?
The team: Tigers!
Mrs Dempsey: Why would you keep this from me?
Zach Dempsey: 'Cause that's how we do things, isn't it?
Mrs Dempsey: What does that mean?
Zach Dempsey: I don't even know how you feel about Dad dying. I don't know how you feel about anything. What if I felt like Hannah did? Because I have, Mom. I actually have. What would you do?
Mrs Dempsey: Zachary Shan-Yung Dempsey, that is enough. Don't say such things.
Zach Dempsey: Why not?
Mrs Dempsey: This trial... That girl has put thoughts in your head. You do not feel that way. You're fine.
Zach Dempsey: Yeah, exactly. I'm fine.
Zach Dempsey: You fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden, it makes it easier for you to get by. Even though you know you'd feel a lot better if you just came clean. Hannah had nothing to be ashamed of. I made her feel like she did. Because I don't tell people things, like I said. Hannah didn't tell me how she felt either. But now... I guess I know. And I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life. And shame burns.
Zach Dempsey: I freaked, okay? That letter. That sh*t was heavy, and… I didn’t know what to do.
Clay Jensen: So you threw it away.
Zach Dempsey: No. No, I didn’t. Hannah lied about that. Maybe that’s what she saw, I don’t know. I freaked out. But I never threw it away. I’m sorry, Clay. I’ll always be sorry.